Days Fade Away

I was in the eighth grade when I had my first huge overdose. I had a few before this one. I’d go through my parents medicine cabinet, and just find random bottles, start to gather and compulsively buy. I wanted to die, but I only got more ill.  I’d take a handful and swallow them….

I survived (Danish and english)

Danish version(original) Det var troen der bragte hende tilbage fra de døde. Det skete i sommeren 2016´, da tårerne løb ned af kinderne og håbet om overlevelse svandt i takt med, at natten blev længere, der var ingen vej tilbage. hun ville ikke mere. Det var ved denne begivenhed hun fandt sig selv igen og…

Why Dare

via Daily Prompt: Daring I now  believe that I could conquer the highest mountain swim across the longest channel survive the harshest desert make the longest jump dive the deepest trench and ride the wildest horse because I passed one day without teasing you lived one week without  talking to you spent an year without seeing you….

Strong together

Breakthrough Haltingly I undo the knots around your parcel that came this morning. A small box should require little labor, but you’ve always been thorough, tying things tight and well. The twine lengthens, curls beside the box. I see your fingers bind and pull, snapping the knots into place (once your belt slapped sharply against…

A little respect please?

Hey there “People always want to know what it feels like, so I’ll tell you: there’s a sting when you first slice, and then your heart speeds up when you see the blood, because you know you’ve done something you shouldn’t have, and yet you’ve gotten away with it. Then you sort of go into…

Mini series Pt. 1 Self harm

As I’ve written before I’m a girl who’s been struggling with self harm and some of the consequences that self harming has. Both to you physically and mentally and to your surroundings.   That’s why I decided to write a few blog entries about s elf harm, depression and eating disorders etc. You can call it…

Clean Eating Gone To Far?

I don’t quite know what to do! and I’m not liking it. I’ve tried “becoming” healthy the healthy way  several times before. But it hasn’t quite succeeded YET. I’ve developed anorexic and bulimic tendencies. I’ve lost 5kg in 1 month, just from not eating regularly. The best part is that my parent haven’t noticed. And NO…

I’m Not Doing This Again

I hate this, I simply hate it.  My mind is everywhere, and has been all over the place since Tuesday.  I’ve tried several times before to threw away all of the stuff I use to cut myself with but like all the times before it didn’t work. I really want to end this chapter but…

Being a Teen with sensory processing disorder

Hey there I have SPD(SI).  You will probably ask me what’s SI.  That’s why I thought I would write a little entry about it. SI or Sensory processing disorder is a condition in which the brain has trouble receiving and responding to information that comes in through the senses.  Its formerly referred to as sensory…

Hey there

Hey there, I’m not really expecting anyone to read this, but here goes anyway. I should start by introducing myself, I’m going to remain anonymous for reasons I’m sure you are already aware of. We will go by my first name, so. Hi, I’m Mia. I am 18 years old, I am depressed and suicidal….